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I am going to try to write this. Help me through friends.
There are a few people in your life that shine so bright. You can see it in their eyes. First time I met you, you really saw me. You wrapped your soul around me as your wrapped your arms for our first hug. You truly had some of the kindest eyes I have ever seen. Very few people are that tender and real. You amazed me.
Second time you saw me, you again saw right through me (Sorry had to stop for a minute because my hands are shaking so bad and I can't see the screen through my tears). I was having a difficult day, and a very difficult moment. (How were you always around when I was having a difficult day?) I was holding it together till again you wrapped your arms around me and whispered into my ear, "You ok?" That hug had to last a few minutes because I had to wait till my eyes were dry and my body calm.
How many hugs did we have like that? How many times did you see through my thin mask to the real me and what was really going on?
You always knew. You knew pain... (shit have to stop again) because you had it deep inside you as well. The ones who see are the ones who know. Your eyes were so kind. You saw me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Do you know how much that means?
I wish I could have been there... to wrap my arms and soul around you. Because I know too. It hurts so bad to know you were in so much pain. You beautiful soul.
I will miss your eyes. And your arms.
RIP, you beautiful soul. You are missed. Deeply.
For T.S. ~ 2/28/75 - 8/28/2015