I am in total shock over this situation. I just can't come to reality with this. Shamus you will forever be missed. You will always hold a special place in my heart. I will never forget any of the special times we've shared. You mean the world to me. I know we will meet up again one day, but that isn't soon enough. I just keep thinking it's got to get easier at some point. I just don't know what to think right now. I'm so confused. I just don't know why you did this. I know you told me you were having some problems that seemed pretty hard to deal with, but in time everything would have fixed itself. I know you had so many friends that would have been more than happy to help you through your rough times. I wish I could have been there for you that day to help you through. I cherish every second I had with you. I will NEVER forget anything about you-your beautiful smile, your pretty eyes, your laughter and all your jokes, your sense of humor, and your sweet voice. Maybe your dreams are coming true in heaven now. I just keep thinking that GOD must have needed an awesome, sweet, caring, singing COWBOY in Heaven for some reason. But why you I wonder??? Because YOU are the BEST ONE in the world! Like I have told you before you are one of the sweetest, most caring people I have ever met Shamus. My thoughts and prayers go out to to your family and children...Nicole, Cody, and Cameron. For his children....Let his memories live on and know that he is safe in GOD's hands now. Now you can really watch the clouds roll over the western skies in Cheyenne every day! SING IT UP COUNTRY COWBOY!!!